I plan to quit smoking. That’s what I’m working on now.

I’m starting to get pissed off. I’ve been trying to loose more weight. It’s not really working.

Gah.

I don’t have classes again until Wednesday. My 4 day weekend has been iky so far. 2 more days to go. I wonder if anything interesting will happen. Like maybe growing an extra head.. or ( Read more... )

I'm so tired. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally. I just wish I could drop everything.. leave the shore.. maybe even the east coast.. and just.. live. I'm almost 20 years old, and I have no sort of real life.. or real experiences.  I've made up a wish list..

I WISH...
i was smarter
i laughed more
i had a car
i had an idea of what kind of career i want
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AFI or Ensign?: AFI
Brand New or Dashboard Confessional?: Dashboard
Circle Takes the Square or Underoath?: circle takes the square
Misfits or Tiger Army?: ewh neither
The Used or The Ataris?: The Used
Poison the Well or Finch?: Poison the well.
Thrice or Thursday?: either. Thursday
Taking Back Sunday or Saves the Day?: Taking Back Sunday
Silverstein or ( Read more... )

i got drunk last night. it was deluxe.

i might get drunk again tonight.. that would be fun too.

Bitch.

Stephen asked me out tonight. Well this morning since it was around 1:15 when he asked. I dunno what to do. I mean, Paul and I have only been broken up a month.. and well not really, because we've 'seen' each other since .. .. I just don't know

( random bullshit )

I shouldn't be home.. oh no.
I should be at Peabody's with Kesha, Amanda, and Ashley..
But Amanda left without us, and made up a lame excuse why she didn't get us.. or didn't call.. ghey.
Yeah. so.. she sucks now.
Next week, I'm supposed to go with Kesha and her sister Dana.
Bye.

i got my shot today. it wasn't worth mentioning until now. my arm hurts. i want that nurse lady to have hemroids.

I have no life.. so I started a new eljay. The old one got boring and I stopped using it. Shit happens, eh?

Well I guess I’ll start by saying what’s been going on lately..

July 7- Paul broke up with me. 2 weeks later, I ‘chilled’ with someone else. A few days after that, Paul tells me I’m the one and he wants be back, until I told him about ( Read more... )