i've been writing my book ... well kinda. I find my own personal situations and feelings coming out in my character before ive even introduced him ... i been working on such a key element in it "the intro". The INTRO is probably the hardest part and most time consuming and ive decided everything about my story, yet i sit to write and nothing comes ( Read more... )

Drink down deep ( Read more... )

Tonight was ok ... i realized talking to friends how selfish we are and i kinda lean toward the philosophy that there is no selfless act except for what Jesus did and in evereything we do we expect glofication or some form of self gratification. so i think being the selfish people we are that we need to live our lives and do what makes us happy and ( Read more... )

I havent used this thing in forever... no one ever looks at mine ne ways but as i sit here in the middle of God knows where i find myself looking through this thing again.. and i look at the past and im like damn im soo effing dumb. Though some things never change... and maybe thats my fault. well ne ways i found something that i think sums up my ( Read more... )

Ok tonight was the show and it was good I'm just upset i was in such a crappy mood. I am just seriously pissed at some people... and like i love my friends to death but I think the whole bible study stuff isn't workin for me and the repetitive talk and worship of God is just bothering me ... not that i have something against God i just feel like i ( Read more... )

Today I had school and came to the realization that i may not graduate with my class soo i was pretty depressed about that soo i came home and took a nap. I slept till six fifteen and got up and figured i think maybe ill go to bible study though i really didnt want to go. soo i got all dressed running a little late and got there and it was great ( Read more... )

Well i thought that was the end of the journal but im bored and i came back to write. I amazed at this years political race, all those i thought had the most liberal point of views are voting for W. but owell. ne ways i got boots for homecoming, and im feeling kinda aprehensive about the whole things. i kinda dont want to go now but i got a ticket ( Read more... )

It wasn't suicide it was sacrifice. He spared the world of what he could have done stopped before conformity set in, corrupting his mind like it had everyone elses. He drew out the map in his mind of what would happen in time, and if plans really went his way (like you say they always did) then he would be with you. But he drew this on for way too ( Read more... )

OK i havent written in this thing in a while... Life has been going so great! i think i've decided i wanna go to college for writing ... i really love it especially poetry but idk if my poems are even ne good. But ne ways... this weekend rocked ... thursday night i went to the mall with stephen and friday morning i bought a outfit for homecoming ( Read more... )

Ok well lets see ... this weekend started out terrible. Friday things caught up to me. I had asked ashley to homecoming at collins hill and i didnt think she like me or was even interested in me so i asked destinee her friend and i know it was really dumb. And Ashley pointed out how dumb i was for it so i broke things off with destinee and re-asked ( Read more... )