I don't really know how I feel right now ( Read more... )

I tell myself just get this over with, 2 more exams.. yet I keep waking up 2 hours before, and doing the glance over. I know if I don't graduate that my entire plans get shot down in the most miserable way. It'd be awsome if I could take school seriously... but its paris.. and I'm justifying again ( Read more... )

Basically heres how my life is going right now ( Read more... )

What have I been doing... these emotions.... lack of a better past time...
What happened to what actually matters.
What happened to just living.

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Christmas break! It's about time. I'm very socially deprived these days. To top it off.. the social interaction I revieve comes from 2 sources. A) High school kids B) Fellow Co-Workers at the factory. My speech has gone down the drain with my social life. So... I plan on hanging out with everyone, since everyone comes back home for christmas.. and ( Read more... )

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I can't be like this anymore... it's not even that I don't know who I am, it's that, this variation doesn't feel right. Why don't I just jam another 50 tasks down my throat while holding in all the vile concequences just in time to smile. I don't know how I can so perfectly fool myself into this destructive cycle each and everytime so that at the ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. Actually everyday so far this week has been more than good... i'd even go with fantatsic. I was practising Masters of War by Bob Dylan in the hallway during my spare, and made a dollar and 8 cents in change and drew a crowd. Last night was the first snowfall, and my third date with Jason, which was great. Earlier that day, I ( Read more... )

You don't even know how much it scares me. I know exactly... well.. exactly in a different manner, what you know. You and me... we are very much a like... in a terrifying yet oddly beautiful way. And so I keep my distance. Well.. I've always been one to keep my distance from everyone, we both know this... but never from you. And I know its for once ( Read more... )

I LOVE HALLOWWEN ( Read more... )