I'm not even going to make a post about saturday night. You all know. I need to push it to the farthest of my conciousness.. because we all know that rage, anger and violence will forever run through my veins now. I'm still young.. and I'll remeber that night, thsoe faces, and those names for the rest of my life. Instead of sitting in my room.. ( Read more... )

I had a very real night last night. I don't remeber the last time I had a real night, which is really upsetting. I found a new perspective however. It was about time. Too bad no one ever tells it like it is anymore. That's why last night was so great. It was raw. And we were both raw. I hope this internal smile I'm wearing doesnt faulter ( Read more... )

Hm.
So, I'm leaving in 11 days.
for 6 weeks.
Quebec.
French.

And it's not even real.

I'm not even real.

Who am I?

Well.. I hope I figure it out soon, this is ridiculous.

RIDICULOUS!

I'm too impulsive. When I sit down and think about it... theres no way this can be good for me. Always looking to do something that matters, this time has definately gone too far. How horrible is it, when this is my good side.

You Are a Retrospective Soul


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I was in a very energenic mood today at school, and it was very well expressed to the public. I decided to spice up my hair, so first was the Erika Badu style.. which proved not so appealing, but alast! I did find something quite suitable... dreadtails! from the very high, very side of my head. I'm talking, hitting kids in the face that pass by me ( Read more... )

So I just get off the phone with my friend, confirming plans for tonight and my mom stands over me (I'm sitting in a chair) and says, "Ohh Miranda, I dont think you should go out tonight, I'd really like you to stay home, have a family weekend, we miss you around here you know. I mean, you do have to work in the morning at 10 anyways, and it's past ( Read more... )

I had a false belief ( Read more... )

I looked up from drawing on my math notes first period and took a look around my class, looking at the board, listening to my teacher ramble on, staring at the girl's horribly dead and coloured hair in front of me... and I've managed to reassure myself I'm going completely insane. I'm mad. I've fallen right off the edge. I'm crazy ( Read more... )

I went shopping again today. I never really ever buy anything but its just fun to interact with all the people there. It's really intersting to watch everyone's different reactions to being approched. Ashley was going a large amount of just straight out asking for random people's numbers, and we made some friends and got shunend by some as well. We ( Read more... )