gosh. i really dont know waht to say. tonight i did something so bad. i cheated on jared tonight. i feel so bad. but you know i kindof liked it. he just dominated me. i kind of liked how i had to be so secret in doing it.
i just dont know if i can handle the pressure anymore. im so ugly and i cant do anything right.

comment please <3

screw

whoever changed my password wrote on my old journal. they didnt really right anything mean, it was jsut stupid. yall from now on if they write on there, dont pay it any attention, its not me.

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today was a little better. i still wouldnt classify it as great, but it was ok. tomorrow is gonna suck, all the baseball team and softball team will be gone. so itll be boring.

who wants to hang out tonite? i need a friend lol.

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someone got in my LJ and changed my passoword somehow. and apparently this person dont like me or sumthin, so if they post or something, just dont listen to it, becuase chances are they dont even know me. Sooo add this LJ to ur buddy list and delete xs_and_ohs pleeeease! i love you!