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Sometimes I just want to quit. Quiting is no longer an option. Boo. I feel disconnected.

EVERY SINGLE DAY I'm craving sushi. Mm sushi zushi. Spicy tuna rolls, godzilla rolls, followed by that rice paper ice cream I just LOOOVE. I need to get a fucking grip. I'm going to subway to get my weekly tuna sandwich, bah.

For my sanity and for my baby, I can't keep doing this to myself. I think I'm about to make one of the toughest decisions of my life, but changes need to be made.

I'm so proud of Michael! He's enjoying fire academy so much, and he looks sooo fucking handsome in his uniform. I just miss him all day. Even if we're laying around doing nothing, I'm used to being with him all day. Blah! Since this weekend I've been getting sick a lot again. I don't understand it. It went away almost completely for a week. And now ( Read more... )

I'm ALWAYS hungry. Even if I feel like puking, I still want a burger and cheese fries. Ha! Yesterday I went to Walmart with my mom because she needed to by school supplies for the school supply drive her hospital does every year. It was the weirdest thing. I felt like EVERYONE was staring at my belly. Did I stare at pregnant women like that? I don ( Read more... )

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So I was in the hospital Wednesday night, and Thursday morning until yesterday. Baby is fine, mommy is fine, but boy was it scary. Also, I dropped out of Summer II semester and I'm completely changing my educational path! I'm feeling good and I'm ready for anything :]

So I was in the hospital last night and into the morning. I hadn't peed for 24 hours, I was puking once every 5-10 minutes, and I felt so faint. I knew I was dehydrated. They hooked me up to some IVs for a few hours and gave me Zofran. I felt a million times better by about midnight, but of course I had to stay even longer because, after all, it is ( Read more... )

Three girls on the pregnancy.org forums that are due in March (like me) have had miscarriages this week. I'm crying I'm so scared. My due date is March 17th, St. Patrick's Day. I was able to figure it out because I finally remembered when my last period started. (Which my birthday of all days! I can't believe I forgot because I was so bummed haha ( Read more... )