warmbody

add me if you'd like.
i'll shut this down soon.

there's only one thing i want for christmas

lets see if anyone knows me well enough to know what it is

man. it's so early. i got up at four. i'm not even tired. oh my gosh, ryan's buddy alert just came on and it scared me so much. my heart is beating all fast now. when i woke, i felt like i was going to throw up. ugh i still feel like it. now i'm scared i might throw up on the bus or something. gross. i'm returning to old habits and new ones ( Read more... )

so, i should have done what i was going to do, but it's too late to do it over now. i just knew it would be like that. i was feeling gross earlier then i bit my lip pretty hard. for that minute or two i totally forgot i was feeling bad. i guess i know why people cut now, even thought you only forget for a bit.

this weekened had too many highs, too many lows, too much excitement, and too much confusion. i don't know what i'm doing. maybe i can figure it out. i don't know. deep down i think i know what i'm doing and i'm doing it for the worng reasons. horrible.

p.e.: b
psychology: a
history ib: a
physio h: b
english ib: a
theatre: a
trig: c

3.85 gpa

neat

http://www.pitchforkmedia.com/news/04-11/22.shtml

wow

oh man
i'm so tired of everything.
just as things became new
they got old.
i hate it when i'm sick.
i hate it when i feel like this.
everything will get better in two years.
now i feel as if i want to get as far way from san bernardino as i can get.
out of the state.
i can start over.
meet new people.
i can't wait.
but i have to.

hey, don't write yourself off yet ( Read more... )

i think i'm falling in love..

EDIT

with a band.