well i arrived safe in athens about 7 and a half hrs ago.im still at the airport now cuz those grlz havent fkin came yet. their flight was cancelled or something. so now i have to wait for them till 4am thats 12 fkin hrs since its 4 now. atleast i heard my goddaughter is ganna be here in 4 hrs so that will be easier. im mad tired, mad hungry and ( Read more... )

so im going to greece in about 12 hrs. it doesnt really feel like its happening. i dunno. My plans are to have fun, see as much as i can, eat all the good shit and just relax. Unlike what most u fuckers are thinking that all greece is good for is to go party and have sex with mad grls. Its like the only thing i hear any1 say when i mention im going ( Read more... )

so ya i puked last nite... fkin amazing. i havent been feeling too healthy as of late so thats prob got 2 do with it. TY for being there for me stz(bonnie), it meant a whole lot to me. I sorta dont want to and at the same time cant wait to go... wierd mixed feelings. I wanna go but for some reason i wanted it more post poned or soemthing. I just ( Read more... )

got out early from work 2day, went to bed at about 2pm and kept doing a wake and sleep till 5:20. yet im still tired damnit. I think i have like s0o0o0 much fkin sleept to try to catch up 2 ( Read more... )

know that all i ever said was true. it doesnt matter any longer and i dont care how ude see it. just as long as u know that it was ( Read more... )

Greece has won the Euro cup 2004. This is fkin amazing. Nothing like this was ever meant to happen. but it did. Any1 can go against the odds and go against what was decided for them. Im so happy right now, i dont see any reason to be down 2day. The most underdawg of countries has won something that they could even begin to dream of winning. I ( Read more... )

Fuck being scared. Fuck not being able to trust some1 not cuz of waht he has done but cuz of the passed dicks who have fucked u over before. While he would have never in his life tried to fuck u over. We only live once, we cant go back to the past and change whta happened, and we cant fast fwd into the future and live that. All we can do is live in ( Read more... )

Why do u even bother to talk to me if u dont speak and are only angry with me? this is deff not making things easier. if anything, this is almost as bad as not speaking to u anymore. It just seems that whichever way i turn, there is no way that i can deal with this without further pain and problems. ohh well. ::sigh:: im still ganna try. i dont ( Read more... )

there is nothing i can do. it is waht it is and it is no more. i will cope with it in my own way. its just not as easy as some may think. the situation is something that is hard for me to deal with. but i must and i will need to. i must be strong cuz if im not she will bring me down. she wants me to be brought down. she doesnt want me to have my ( Read more... )

cant wait for spiderman 2. hope i can go weds and most of my friends join me. im tired from work even though it was more of a half day of work. i feel myself getting stronger again, and my muscles arent taking very long to heal. ganna start playing ff11 again since i havent been playing it for a while. fig y not, miss it... its crack i guess ( Read more... )