Right now im in my After effects class. So far from the 2 classes ive had, one yesterday(Abnormal Psych) and this class today, i have liked and been interested by both. The professors may not be what i want, but the classes seem to interest me enough for me to work hard and do what i need to do and more. I can already tell that i will have a lot of ( Read more... )

i worked 2day at contruction once more. ballz i say ballz cuz i know tht all the $ i have im ganna spend on robs bday party 2morrow nite and on the pres for my sis that i owe her for over 2 weeks. i wish i had massive amounts of money. no wait i wish i was a mulit-billionair and was never ganna lose $ but only gain... ya wouldnt that be nice. but ( Read more... )

stuff happens. life is a gamble. let me gamble. i dunno what i want. everytime i see waht i want theres always something stopping me from achieving or optaining what i really want. life is what it is. i dun know what im talking about. i dun care. i just hate this feeling. it fkin hurts and i hate it. i hate that its there when it should not be. but ( Read more... )

Well, past few dayz have been a lil crazy. Ive been working on my very late skewl work. I went to skewl and fixed most of my situation. Im starting classes on the 7th. Im ganna have some crazy classes it seems. Prob mad work. I hope i can do good. I sorta know i will though. I have to maintain atleast a 3.25 ave from now on. othre then that my past ( Read more... )

I awoke from a dream that i somehow cant remember at all but i understand. Its fkin wierd. What i understand of it was somehow its meaning. It was that i am blind. Blind to see what truely is. I live in the dreamworld of dreamers. My own lil world where i think things are better then they are. Where i believe i can trust ppl. Where i believe that ( Read more... )

the dayz are adding up. bad day after bad day ( Read more... )

Well greece was amazing. Came back to hell. Problems over problems. thngs not going the way i want to. Depression comming back to me. I am trying to control it this time like i have done before. but its just so hard with these situations that im knee deep in. Im hurting cuz in all of the situations i dont see any way around the problem, only more ( Read more... )

well waht can i say. rite now im in the first and only bad mood ive been on the whole trip since we all fully got together. well not really ive been a lil annoyed at times with the fkin vegi grl who at times can be so fkin stupid and in artsy fairy land. i wanna throw her stupid blond ass in the ocean at times and break her kneecaps so she has no ( Read more... )

Greece is amazing. well the sites and how relaxing the life can be. its expensive but wow sometimes it just takes my breath away. i wish u could all be here with me, themis, james, marina, christine, dev and ofcourse stz. leaving athens 2morrow,well more like in a few hrs. after we sleep ( Read more... )

well im here still and bored. have another 45 mins or so to kill so i willjust keep updating and commenting. sincethe aim dont work i fig y not.so thoseof u who wanna chat with me keep checking my lj every few mins. ohh ya i ate and got a lil bit of sleep. took a shit as well.