so i've come to the conclusion that by the time i am 30 or in that general time frame that i will need another knee surgery ort two. my knees are killing me recently and i cant figure out why. i was moving uber slow on saturday at work because they hurt so much! so i think by the time i'm 30 i need more knee surgery

i want a baby. i said it. i want a baby more than anything in this world and i cant explain why either. why do i want a baby so much? i dont care why i want one

so heres a pleasnt lil thing people might want to know ... i've been spitting up blood for the last couple of dayd

its 9:29 am and i am wide awake. i just steam ironed my temple dress. yesterday i got all of my temple clothes... this is really happening isnt it? i am really getting married in three days arent i? it seems like its all happening to someone else. i have been thinking about the day i will go through the temple for as long as i can remember trying ( Read more... )

in other news i lost my cell phone to a toilet and i now have zero phone numbers in my new phone... i nneeed peoples nmbers please

i wish i was more perfect..... i wish i wasnt fat i wiash i wasnt irritatingly stupid at times... i wish i could start life over with the knowledge that i know now... i wish i had a better jpb that paid more and actually made me happy. i wish that i didnt have to plan this wedding just have someone else do it and i show up i wish life were easy i ( Read more... )

i love going to ely for the weekend

we need more men in this world like rocky, the ones that DEMAND respect for women no matter what

i do believe that erica needs to move to las vegas...

happy birthday cal