well , in other news, my mom is putting down my dog, Onyx, tomorrow at 3:30 ( Read more... )

 RIP Delores Haske
11:15 am Sunday May 4th

the funeral was wednesday. i was a pallbearer. it was disturbing.

and my life is completely different than i thought it was going to be a week ago. happy. but different. and good.

love.

 i slept thru my alarm. im supposed to be boarding right now. my new flight is at noon. getting in at 2:30. driving to grayling with mom to meet up with andy and then andy is going to take me the rest of the way to rogers. hopefully, this works out. i was going to buy the noon ticket anyway, just because i knew i wasnt going to be able to wake up. ( Read more... )

so apparently busia took a turn for the worst and im flying to detroit at 10am. will get there about 1245. then i get to figure out how to get up to alpena...i dont know if im getting a ride from anyone. oh well. i will figure it out.

yea. so ill be in michigan til wednesday night.

hopefully i wont be going to a funeral.

we found a place yesterday. the app for it from the leasing co is in the mail. the rent is the same [actually $5 less!] its another one bed, but, lets face it. she and i just pay rent for storage and the cats to have a place to live. heres the kicker: we are moving almost exactly one black west. we are moving from 4235 n paulina to 4245 n hermitage ( Read more... )

i think...its all going to be ok.

so, we have to move in like 3 weeks and we dont have an apartment or even really one in mind yet. this could be bad, seeing as we are both really broke. we shall see i guess. hopefully this doesnt include a quick move home cuz that would be disastrous ( Read more... )

where else would one look
but into the eyes looking back
standing alone makes steadiness
taking on another makes a new stride
balancing goals and challenges
stepping through dreams and wishes
a skewed routine makes a day
different but not a waste
never turning down opportunity
just to take self actualization time
does not mean abandonment of self
new ( Read more... )

i want to write a poem....but i cant find the right opening line...
yep. thats it.

i didnt back down. for the first time...i didnt back down.