my 9 to 5 greets me with the warmest smile. there he is standing in the center of a our workplace merry-go-round. oh boi, another day. oh boi, what a distraction. but a good one at that. he is just the distraction i want, just the distraction my life needs at this point to pull me out of the bottomless swimming pool i was exploring...and i was ( Read more... )

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a love for creating drama. a love for hanging up. a love for finally belonging. a love so strong, it tears the relationships apart. a love so honest, it often spontaneously combusts. a love so riveting, so powerful, so vital that it scares us into the scariest state of mind. a love so obvious, so breathtaking, so sudden that the outbursts caused by ( Read more... )

at art school. it's been amazing. first time stress free. hands no longer shaking. swollen eyes no longer aching. not missing home. not missing drama. missing friends. everyday goes by with thoughts of them in my head and how much i wish they could experience this with me. i've never felt so myself in my life. i really want to go to college here ( Read more... )

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it's the first time since i can remember that the tide has lowered, and i'm able to walk along the shoreline without being captured by unecessarily dramatic currents. i have taken a walk down the coast everyday now for almost a week, and i've been very able to enjoy the relaxation that everyone tells me it would bring. finally i can stand up for ( Read more... )

impersonators. imposters. impressionists. physco-analyists. idealists. pessimists. dramatics. romantics. tantrics. relapses. brain lapses. depressives. sociopaths. physcopaths. criminals. subliminals. perverts. introverts. imploders. exploders. bipolars ( Read more... )

silhouettes call my name in the still of the night. summoned from my four-walled comfort zone, i confront its shrilling ambiguity. standing there, groping a cigarette with nerves reacting from 6 feet and 3 inches down to the stained pavement. hand in pocket, same chilling smile that he's flaunted from day one. day one: when i noticed his honest ( Read more... )

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