heheh. yeah i guess it's my turn to make that traditional, cliche move to a new journal. so come and find me, bitches!!!! ;]

ps: to make it easy, i've already added you all. so add me back and we'll be back in business =] <333333

i feel like a wall is being built between us, brick by brick, and neither of us has the energy to break it down.

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finished with exams. they weren't so bad this year.. hopefully i did alright. whenever i think i did well on a test, i end up failing it or something. so i'm not gonna jynx myself on this one ( Read more... )

exams suck.
getting out early is fabulous though.
hmm.. i think my problem in the last entry has been resolved. somewhat. i don't know.. my heart is stupid and needs to shut up sometimes.
i'm really anxious right now, and i don't know why.
mmhmm <3

you're not even mine and i find myself getting jealous over things that i dont even know, i feel like you've lost interest and it's my fault and i'm just so full of regret. i dont think anything will ever come of this, because i pushed you away. it's my fault, i always seem to sabotage myself and my chances at happiness. i dont understand why i ( Read more... )

- my insecurities could eat me alive ( Read more... )

i hate how our endless, meaningless, yet fantastic conversations have become awkward and obligitory small-talk ( Read more... )

sorry i've been MIA. i left you guys some generic comments, and i'm sorry about the copy&pasting. that doesn't mean i didn't genuinely mean what i wrote in them, though ( Read more... )

life is crazy but i love it ( Read more... )