Long time no posting right? Yeah. Well I am here. Amazing. Me. Alive. If you knew my luck you would be amazed to ( Read more... )

Oh yes...time for a end of the year up and down list.

The Ups

1. Panic! at the Disco
2. From Under the Cork Tree
3. Re-discovering Something Corporate
4. Jack's Mannequin
5. New best friends (Sarah and Mel :D)
6. MySpace
7. Getting older
8. Moving out of my dads
9. Andrew getting better
10. Tags
11. Lewis
12. Blu

The Downs1. Movies losing ( Read more... )

I'm done. I can never stick to anything. And this is one of those things. Better luck next year.

New Years Resolution #1:

Finish what you Start

December 13th
-Woke up
-Went to school
-Came home
-Cleaned up the room of shit
-had a big fight with my mom
-went to bed

December 14th-Woke up ( Read more... )

December 12

-Woke up
-Got to school and realized that I didnt dress up for that gay choir trip
-Went on the choir trip
-Went back to school
-Had the most boring frustrating day of my life
-Came home
-Cleaned up the huge mess Blu made

*December 7th ( Read more... )

December 2nd

-Went to school
-Came home
-Went and saw Harry Potter
-Stayed the night at Mel's

December 3rd

-Came home from Mel's
-Watched Christmas classics
-Baby sat

December 4th

-Finally snapped at my family about touching my stuff
-Got grounded
-Slept from noon until the 5th

December 5th-Woke up ( Read more... )

25 Days till Christmas...this is how I spend each one.

DAY 1- Woke up 20 minutes later than usual ( Read more... )

I HATE you with every nerve in my body.

It going to be sad the day you come home expecting me to come wait on you, but I'm already gone.

I'm counting down the day.

I hate hypocrites, liars, fakes, and you.

I HATE writing. And yet I absolutely can not live without it.

The words are just building up and spilling over giving me dreams that turn into nightmares that wake you up in the middle of the night dripping in a cold sweat and screaming my name.

You'll never be so afraid as you are right now.
and you can't even touch what I am afraid of.