hey what is up. wow this is like the first journal that i have that isn't about me being all depressed. saweet. wellp just thought that i should say that everything is going pretty damn well. i have the bestest friends ever. even though i have strayed away from some of my closest friends and that does make me said i am making some pretty awesome ( Read more... )

well things are ok i guess. could be better of course. i have been hanging out with kev, john, klair, and holly a lot lately and that is pretty kick ass. i feel bad though that i don't really talk to any of my old friends. im sorry to anyone that i have pissed off lately. i know that's stupid to say but i just want everyone to be happy. i have been ( Read more... )

im sorry to anyone that i have hurt or offended. i wish everyone could get what they want and be happy. i wish a lot of things. i really don't know what i want to talk about. i just want to say sorry because i feel like i always seem to screw things up. well with that said peace

c0ya

i have been thinking lately about a lot of things. i realized that people shouldn't care so much about things. i think that i have changed in the past year. i use to not care about things that much i was pretty easy going. now for some reason i get mad or sad or irritated because of different things that happen. i wish i could just not care. ( Read more... )

this pain in my chest hurts so bad. it keeps getting worse, as time passes by. why can't everything be fine. why cant i just move on. it's my own fault though. i keep this pain inside me just so i can feel some happiness every now and then. although i rarely feel that happiness it is what keeps me going. i know that this can't be good, but i deal ( Read more... )

Hey to all my friends. Im sorry, i feel like im not a good friend to u all. Right now i have a problem that i need to deal with. Im sorry for every hurting any of u or ever not being a good friend to u. I don't like fightin and shit like that but it seems like i am always the reason for most of it. I know i say this a lot but im sorry ( Read more... )

life fuckin sucks. i don't care about anything anymore. what is the point. i am tiered. why do i do this. fuck all of this. it makes me sick to my stomach. bye it was nice knowin ya
c-ya

inject this air into my veins just so she'll come back to me.

Ok life officially sucks. i am so tiered of shit. i don't care anymore. i figured out that the only one that u need to take care of is yourself. what is the point of worrying and caring about someone when they don't even appreciate it. most of the time i feel like just goin down the road. i don't want to deal with things anymore. i just want to go ( Read more... )

wow i haven't done this in awhile ,but here i go. Life is alright it could be better but u can't get greedy. I'm doing better in school i think. It sucks though i hurt my shoulder in my last soccer game. I am going to try and play in sectionals but i won't be 100%. Right now im pretty depressed. I have been having a lot of things on my mind lately ( Read more... )

i am sorry for every bad thing i have ever done. i wish i could take it all back, but i can't so i hate myself for that. i always seem to mess things up, even when they could be the best thing that every happened to me in my whole life. i wish i have lived my life differently. making so many dumb mistakes. sometimes i just need someone to tell me ( Read more... )