maybe what i thought i lost, and what i thougt i needed and what i'd been searching to get back for so long...isnt really what i want anymore...

this always happens to me. every1 alwayus screws me over..idk y..i guess i shouldnt except much from ne1 nemore. people will never change...i guess i half expected this to happen again..but i dont know what i did to deserve this. if theres 1 thing i hate..it's being lied to. like honestly i always find out and its just gay..just tell me straight up ( Read more... )

we got our schedules yesterday :-( noooooo i really dont want school to start!! this year is gonna be so hard plus im gonna be working every day becauyse i babysit 3 days a week and my moms making me work @ the library and thats the other 2 days a week...im gonna have nooo free time :-/ i'm soo dreading sept 7th!! but ihave noOooOoOo money so i ( Read more... )

i dotn tnhik i have ever felt so disgustingly fat in my entire life!!! i just ate soooo much fucking chicken fried rice....ahh

yeaaa ming moon!! haha

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fuckin phone cradle theif!!

today is officially a week until i come home and when allie comes back from warped tour i have less then a business week!! lol im soo jealous of u btw! im like starving to death i have absolutly nooo food...and i really wanna go up to the pool to tan but its pretty cold and cloudy out so that isnt really a possibility. jeannies comming home from ( Read more... )

CHENG U ARE SO ANNOYING....PLEASE...STOP!

>thats for those of u from lakota who read this...

hes the annoying computer guy who stands over ur shoulder and says "no instant messaging!" ahh shut up shut up!

ummm im still sooo bored....im soo mad cuz when i went to the mall i got the new Taking Back Sunday CD and TJ took it home with him so i cant listen to it :-( im going to the mall again on thursday but id still rather go on the baltimore trip. i'm soo tired...all i wanna do is sleep but w/e...today im starting a diet! wonder how long that will last ( Read more... )

i havent written in soo long but im at camp and really bored so i tohught id update.  im comming home in like 14 days and i cant wait....i miss everyone soo much and i just wish i could have been home this summer. not much else is new...sux that none of the CIT girls can go on the baltimore trip besides me.  but im obviously not gonna go by myself ( Read more... )