My journal is going to be friends only from now on since I found out that someone was reading it who definatly should not have even tried to. Scary Stuff...anyway, login to read it from now on.

Always,
Jess

Ehh, I just feel dull...I am kind of mad and angry with myself right now. It is like there are two sides of me. A logical side and a illogical side. The illogical side always takes over the logical one but in the end, the logical one wins. In that period where the illogical side takes over, I have major problems. I hate it when that happens. I'm ( Read more... )

I feel better today. I am still extremly upset and angry with myself, but I feel a little better. A few people asked me if I wanted to transfer out, to be honest, I would love to. But I think that I need to learn how to seriously deal with my own problems. I'm not going to be able to just run away from everything for the rest of my life. What I've ( Read more... )

I am so stupid...literally. I hate school right now. I hate everything about it. I only have one teacher this year that teaches, I can't even say she is GOOD but she at least teaches. I had one extremly good teacher last year. So that is two teachers who taught out of a potential sixteen. Thank-you Brick High School. When a teacher makes you dread ( Read more... )

I still have that "problem"...and that's in quotes because latly, I don't even know what to call it. All I know is that I hate it so much and I want it to go away but it won't! I don't even know anymore...I can't even explain it to myself. I tryed to sit in my room by myself before and just think it over and try to break it down so that I could see ( Read more... )

It is so easy to take something for granted when it's actually happening. Then, when it's over, you wish that you could go back. I can't really elaborate on this because it's posted on the internet for the world to see, and not even my close friends know what I'm talking about. I've been pretty stressed out latly. This is nothing new, for those of ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a really long time. I've been really busy. School is crazy this year. I really really really really REALLY "dislike" my English teacher. Tell me how a teacher can go over questions and vocabulary for three class periods...?!?!?! That was not even an exageration either. It is so awsome how we go over what we read after we have ( Read more... )

I got my round off backhandspring tuck .....on the floor....by myself! Yay everyone clap and be happy for me! Go Me!

Always,
Jess

Well I just finished the 1001 page book that I had to read this summer. I feel so relieved. It was really bad but I am glad that I read this one instead of the shorter one, for some weird reason. I've been in the same pajamas since Friday and I've done nothing but eat, sleep, read, and watch the Olympics. I haven't even been on the computer. Oh ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to Alex's house for the day and played on her slip and slide. It was so much fun! Hehe. I got to see Stephanie for five minutes. She was going on about how she hates Chinese food and how I am obsessed with____. Which is not true but I can see why she would think that. Hehe. Anyway, then I went home and got changed and went to ( Read more... )