i've started working out at the wellness center. i've lost a little weight now, so that is keeping me going. i have been cracked out i guess you could say, all day today. i didn't sleep last night, i thought i was sleeping, but really i was just looking at my wall. (it gets way dark in my room, i don't have any windows) well, i started so i got all ( Read more... )

i think that having more than one journal is a bad thing. ive spent some of today reading through my old entries in all of them, and everything is just....weird i guess. i don't like the person i was a year ago. i don't like what i thought about, and who i hung out with. i regret a lot of things i did, especially in june of 2004. i regret putting ( Read more... )

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NEW JOURNAL.

i started a real journal. one that i can actually write in with a pen. you know? most people pick it up and try to read it because it looks like a book and everything. thats when i grab it and smack them upside the head with it. the weather is supposed to turn to shit again this week. i don't mind i guess as long as i don't have to be out in it. ( Read more... )

i know that awhile ago i posted about not having dave in this journal anymore. i said that i was done with him. i don't want to be done with him though. gosh. i want to be with him. once again i've fallen. i thought that everything was going good until he calls me and leaves a message. he sounded soooo sad but when i called him back everything was ( Read more... )

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roz schwang

i have a journal that i had before this one. i still update it as well. that one is a little more...i dont know. it's just a little different than this one i suppose. i write about different aspects of my day in each one. sometimes i update that one a little more than this one. i find it humorous to look through my old entries on that one ( Read more... )

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you ( Read more... )

i want to get a cell phone for some reason. everybody else has them, and i think it's time i should get one too, seeing as how the weather is shit and i almost died on my way to work. another tthing...i got my paycheck today...a little over 300 right? right...well i cash it and stick it in my glove box and go to work. i lock my jeep and now....ta- ( Read more... )

i cannot believe it is already january. that is insane. i am updating again because i am bored and have no one to talk to. i spend the last 20 minutes reading old entries i've written. there's a lot of them i wish i could take back. mostly the ones about dave. i wish i wouldn't have spent so much time thinking about him, worrying about him, and ( Read more... )