dear me ( Read more... )

eh...schools been in for almost a whole frickin week now. yay. or something. i got my letter from dave today...i really think that's the only thing keeping me going lately. just so tired. of everything. of almost everyone. of school. people's attitudes. you know...the usual bullshit. dave's in las vegas till next week sometime...my dad called me ( Read more... )

i'm missing you more and more with every passing day...

I'll be hiding in the shadows ( Read more... )

i don't really know what tood.gahg shr pisses me offs o badly. i cabnt; even ecplain it. she gets all madf at me, because im dtrunk?> no. im not dtunk. im just realyl terally treid. adnm i can tnever type tgh\\\\rught when it is 2 oclcok in the fckuign morning. seriosuyl! so i spendt my everning weith olviias and we tralked nad she gfot better, ( Read more... )

instead of spending my night with jordan...ill be spending it with the one person who needs me the most tonight. this girl has never failed to be there for me, and i'll do the same for her.

jordan...im so so so sorry.

missy stayed the night last night, and she all passed out on my bed. she was sprawled out and yea. so i slept on the upstairs couch for about 2 hours. i couldn't sleep for shit. but that's ok. i worked some today...wasn't too bad i guess. kind of hard to do on 2 hours of sleep. im dead tired now. and it's really hard to keep my eyes open. people ( Read more... )

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talking to you on the phone for two and a half hours makes me miss you a lot.

does that make sense?

p.s. i hope you know how much you mean to me. because when you were gone, i felt so empty and sad and now that you're back, i can't even describe how...i just, really wish you knew what you've done for me, and i'll love you always no matter what, even if we are just friends, because i have you back, and i can still talk to you, and laugh with you, ( Read more... )