Ok, I'm starting a new journal. It will be a friends only journal so if you'd like to be apart of it, leave a comment along with your email address and I will email my new name to you.

Omg... I am so DONE with people. I'm tired of people juding me and try to tell me who my friends are. NOBODY TELLS ME WHO MY FRIENDS ARE! I talk to who ever I damn well please and I don't have to give you a reason and I don't care if you like it or not. Whatever issues you have with them is not my problem ( Read more... )

Ok here's the "scoop" if there is one lol ( Read more... )

Omg... some people can be just so... URGH! lol there really isn't any word for it. Especially 13 year olds. I don't know why I'm even bothering to give it the time of day but I know if I don't I'm going to stew over it for hours. And I hate doing that so I rather rant about it and it be out of my system ( Read more... )

I'm sorta feeling like I'm missing something. I've wasted an entire month of just sitting on my butt and I hate it! Ok, I admit it was fun for the first two weeks. Well not "fun" but... felt good. But now the antisocial ism is really kicking in. I have only left the house twice in the last month. I'm really missing people ( Read more... )

No word from Tony yet and it's really bugging me. I don't know if he's read the email I sent him Saturday or not. But I've called his house and got his machine every time. I left a message on Sunday and I KNOW he got that because his mom or dad check the messages and anyway... phone messages always get through ( Read more... )

btw I haven't seen Tony in about 10 days and I really miss him. I wrote him last night but so far no responce. It's a real downer when he promises to be on and he's not. I hate that, it really makes me blue and just listen to love songs all nite. I admit that last Sunday-Wednesday was my fault because my mom and I got into a fight about the ( Read more... )

Today I went to "Word Stock" a book convention, it was a lot of fun. I kinda wonder about my mom sometimes though. I mean I'm glad she does stuff for me but it really stung when I was the one who was like, "You know mom, if you don't wanna go we don't have to." and then she was like, "Oh no, because then your gonna come back and threaten me how I ( Read more... )

I swear nothing gets me more in a mushy mood then a mushy movie. lol. When I'm alone I always cry at Chick Flicks. Shhhh don't tell anyone lmao. I mean common now.... is it so much to ask too want a romantic life, well not romantic life but romantic jestures like in the movies lol. I can't help it. Could always do without the drama that leads to ( Read more... )

God... my mom and Joanie don't understand me. But then again that's nothing new. *sighs* I haven't been to school for THREE WEEKS and I don't want to go back. I'm just not happy there, I don't feel as if I fit in. I don't want to. I want to be around people my own age. But I always get so much pressure from my mom and Joanie and it just makes me ( Read more... )