when we had awoken in fargo for hopefully the last time ever, we checked out and headed over to the truckstop nearest the freeway. i believe it was the fourth of july which is why there were no trains running through at the time. we sat under the shade of a street lamp post (which is isnt very much shade mind you) and waited with a sign that said ( Read more... )

 havent been here in a while. been pretty busy.

kim and i's alternative travel vacation this summer was incredible. we hopped this 48 out of portland at four in the morning. before i new it i was watching the sun rise on the columbia river. we were on that train for 34 hours, through oregon and idaho. slowest hopper we coulda caught. so we wound up ( Read more... )

what the fuck. i kissed this amazing dirty sing-songy traveler radical canadian girl up at queeruption and its stupid because it was just a fucking kiss, only as i got there, trying really hard to think about not wanting to (i know her from the clinic thus where this crush developed) we spent a lot of time together and on the last night tells me ( Read more... )

im confused.

here i go, got to be nuts to do it or i happen to have a lot of faith in myself to get from point A to B with 60mph gusts of wind blowing at my face through an open boxcar with my just-as-nuts s.o./partner in crime. i want to do this because i want to tell my neice when shes old enough to understand train hopping. i want to do it because i want to ( Read more... )

wow. i was reading my old journal, and just couldnt stop thinking about how much of an immature dumb-fuck i was though out all of it. especially the depressing sarah saga complete with emotionally aggrevated rants.... ugh, sorry to everyone.

life is a little hectic right now, folks are bein flakey about coming to check out my housemate's room, and ( Read more... )

we both woke up from terrible dreams. she dumped me in mine, and i took off and never came back in hers. we woke up and were like WTF!? and talked about insecurities for a sec and then made eggs ( Read more... )

hitlers birthday is tomorrow. have fun everyone!

last night i had the most excellent time with zoe and that hasnt happened in a while, mostly because of our ever lasting love hate relationship. but last night we agreed that thats just the way things are and no matter what we'll still love eachother and be friends. it was nice. i like her being my ( Read more... )

I got this letter from Kim after i returned home from my crazy gaycation hitchhiking trip to shasta lake, then up to seattle with Beck (and thats a whole nother story). the letter was sweet, and comfirming all the things i felt and thought in a higher elevation beside a beautiful green lake. sitting on rocks and skipping stones, just to create an ( Read more... )

yesterday i went for a bike ride up San Pablo towards Berkeley, which i think is my new favorite street. i found manzanita, a raw foods vegan joint down the street from my house. then the good will, then the "look and see" flea market which is open daily, AND the depot for creative re-use. sooo stoked. there is nothing better than CHEAP JUNK unless ( Read more... )