ah, another weekend gone bye, at last work, lol, so not looking forward to the cold winter morings and the 6 o'clock wake up call but alas we all must do our bit to indure this world i guess. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm what to write, well i've found a house and it is in camp hill and it is 3 stories high and i got city veiws and it is very nice, but i'm ( Read more... )

Funny funny stuff, never doubled on a moutain bike in a mini skirt b4 tried it today quiet fun really it kinda um anyway we crashed and a stands still wich was kind of sad. had once again no sleep lastnight so i'm screwed for work tomorrow. i'm so excited i'm getting purple and black contacts on wesday night, its going to be mad i can't wait so ( Read more... )

On a starred night Prince Lucifer uprose ( Read more... )

i never thought it would be so hard to find a place to live but it is, i hate being grown up, if only i could be a little kid again and not have to worry about anything. drinking, smoking and being legal is all fine and good but once you hit that age there is no turning back, i can no longer just rely on other people i have to do all this myself. ( Read more... )

on this very uneventfull friday the 13th evening, still waiting for the big bang. well not really but it sounded good. very un decided about what kind of feeling i am having at the moment as i am very tied yet i do not wish to sleep, i'm very sad yet happy as well, i feel lost yet i think i know what i want to do with my life, yet that is never ( Read more... )

i offically hate parents, why are they so stubborn and persist on making lives for there children so fucked up. i hate them yet at the same time i love them aswell, why why why. anyway sorry had my little tantrum. life must go on i guess. i could kill someone now, i feel like a bomb, which could be a bad thing as well then life wouldn't go on, ( Read more... )

so early to be awake ( Read more... )

so i finally worked out that i'm growning up now. it is such a scary process to undertake. i guess i had to really grow up when i was just 6, when my mother passed on, but i lived a very shelted and protected life, where i was not alowed to be different to the rest. when i finally found my true being i was not accepted by my father, maybe i scared ( Read more... )