hello still alive.

baby's fine, she's almost 2 months old.

might catch some of you at faith.

i haven't written in here for some time maybe because i was destracted by the world around me or rather things that kept getting in my way. i heard my unborn childs heartbeat the other day, quit a humbling experience due to recent events and changes in my life, i find it hard to belive the child has survived within my womb considering the amount of ( Read more... )

Life is great i love it sooooooooooo so so much right now, hmmmm well almost but happy happy i'm really happy bout everything i hav finally got everything in one go and that is great friends, good paying job, perfect boyfriend and a place to live....so happy. him my boi meets my parents tommorow SCARY not him but what they might say to him or even ( Read more... )

im so sick of it i can never do anything right and word of advice to anyone out there never live with a friend it ruins everything trust me and i hate it i want to be happy and i let people bring me down, but you know what as soon as i'm finacialy stable im moving into my own house and not looking back lol, what is people doing this weekend? i want ( Read more... )

wow, it has been a long time since i have been on here, lol, no access to internet is the key to that, sucks, so much has happened since last time i wrote. i have moved twice and am living now in kenmore, nice suburb very many little ones here. i have broken up with my boyfriend due to a stupid slut whom said she was my best friend, just goes too ( Read more... )

well now work was fun 3 or 4 people got fired today, no warning just sent home at lunch. thank god for my discreatness in not being noticed in the office, althogh i do stick out like a sore thumb, yeah that is me the one with black/purpel hair, and red/black cloths and blaring music, i however keep a smile on the bosses face and do my job better ( Read more... )

i am currently in moring for a lost frinend, he was hit by a car tonight, my dear decoda, broken his back so i morn for him and those who are no suffering at the los of him he was gorgouse. bye bye Decoda will miss you very much.

very good day today, well as far as a work day gose i guess, kinda slow, not really that good actually now i come to think of it. hmmmmmmm feeling a little down now, shouldn't of thought of it, i always seem to look at things in to much of a wider veiw, going to the point of what is my existence and then i feel worthless, strange word that ( Read more... )

ah i finally got a picture on here, that is me, omg it i actually managed not to break the camera, must be a heavy duty one, lol. i also managed to add some more people so it is good now. very uneventfull day, counting down the seconds till i move out, very scared and nervouse hoping to make more friends in the city area so i am not alone. be much ( Read more... )

moving out on sunday from here, not looking forward to it, its like that song over and over, everything that is screwed up in my life keeps playing over and over. oh well, this song really suits my mood at that moment and i can do nothing about it. i want to know why i can't juat be happy like everyone else. i think i'm going to save to go to ( Read more... )