The weather is changing. Holiday cups are just around the corner at work. I did my first close tonight. By the time I started my shift it was already dark. I didn't leave work till close to 11:30 and have to be back at 9 in the morning. On our way out, my coworker and I went next door to get some Chinese food where it was very busy. I got bubble ( Read more... )

I wish it didn't bother me that he's going this year. I wish everything he did didn't bother me ( Read more... )

Get the fuck out of my head. I don't even like you as a person or find you attractive anymore. I don't even want to get back together with you. It's just...I miss what I don't have anymore. I miss how it's never going to be how it was in the very beginning. I will never be 18 years old again. So innocent and young and naive ( Read more... )

Since the world of livejournal seems to be like a ghost town, I guess I feel more comfortable writing here and speaking more freely. I use a paper journal as well, but for some odd reason it feels better knowing it's out there for someone, someday to stumble upon this and read it ( Read more... )

I keep having recurring dreams of my teeth falling out. Apparently it's a pretty common dream to have. Sometimes its just one tooth that seems to crumble away and other times its all of them. I'll start to spit out bits and pieces of my teeth and can hear them start to crack as more start to fall out. I wake up and feel around my mouth with my ( Read more... )

where are you?

hello old friend, it's been a while...

I always feel this constant urge to just change things, make something look different. I see the same walls, the same
living room, the same bed room, the same knick knacks around the house and sometimes it all just makes me feel
like I'm going crazy. Like the feeling you get when you rearange your room, and afterwards it makes everything feel
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obsessive-compulsive disorder.

A psychiatric disorder characterized by the persistent intrusion of repetitive, unwanted thoughts which may be accompanied by compulsive actions, such as hand washing. The individual cannot voluntarily prevent these thoughts or actions, which interfere with normal functioning.

stress.

Physiology. a specific response by ( Read more... )

fuck short hair. i want my long hair back.


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