My life continues to amaze and suprise me. Every day I have a ball of problems, emotions, events, news, and solutions thrown in my face. And all I can do is just take each one for what it is. I may not like or agree with it, but it's life. It's what I have been given by someone or something and I am learning to accept it all. I've had a rough few ( Read more... )

It's hard to believe how much can actually happen in a year. What amazes me the most is how two people can go from loving eachother so much to having so much hostility between them in exactly one year. I am totally not the person who I was a year ago. I am not even sure who that was. I would like to think that was me, but I also like to think that ( Read more... )

So last night I worked on "Let's Misbehave" at the Laurel building. The show went quite well. Today I've got 2 shows. Then we strike the set and set it all up again on Wednesday for the "Official Closing Night" at the Rotary Arts Center ( Read more... )

hypocrisy ( Read more... )

Fucking bosses. Lied on my Record of Employment. I hate that bitch at Esquires. Fuck, i want them to go out of buissness. NO ONE GO THERE ANYMORE!

smashing head-first into a wall of confusion

Last night was too much for me...hehe. All of that illegal goodness. And it was all FREE! So Carla's coming over now. We're going to have some coffee...tea. My chores are half done and my homework isn't even at my house. Anyway, my cd is done burning. I am outta here.

SO GOOD (if only i could make that bigger...) right now. Great night. Too much to get into on here. But I ended it with driving *grins*

Fuck. That's the best way to sum up stage managing K.S.S. music dept's "Sessions". It's nuts. Stands, chairs, yellling mullets, hot girls, "vocal toe", Adam humping me back stage. Bitchy Damien. Stress. And tommorow...110 band members on stage AT ONCE! God, kill me now.

picture this. just black. and cold. you feel as if your skin is made of spiders. you feel their hairy feet running all you. millions of them. once in a while you feel a sharp pinch on part of your body and the pain surges to every nerve in your body. then numb pain. more of a dull pulse. you hear a voice telling you to open your eyes. you do. all ( Read more... )