It's only natural that vaginas chose vaginas in a situation like this, but I never expected this. It's funny how much a glare, or an unreturned "hello", or simply being ignored can hurt when it comes from someone you call a friend. I have never asked anyone to chose sides, and I guess that was the mistake I made. Maybe it's not as low to ask people ( Read more... )

Two intense nights in a row. I got home at 5am and slept till 2pm. Everything was going so well last night. We were all drunk, stoned, happy, horny, loud, musical and innovative. Half the party left and was joined by a new half. I was skeptical at first. In fact, downright pissed off. All I wanted to do was go home. Sleep. I left. Was asked for 5 ( Read more... )

Holy piss! That was a bizzare night. But so good. "A Night With The Guys". Started off with my being attacked at city park. Well, not attacked. But threatened hardcore. We talked our selves out of that one. Once we got to Pierre Luc's and the booze started flowing and the girls showed up it was a good night. Supposed to be the guy's night. And I ( Read more... )

This weekend has been spent in a haze of pot, alcohol and cigarettes. I feel like shit. I have hit myself in the liver and the lungs waaaay to hard. Girls are a drag. They're fucking CRAZYYY! (Underline the "CRAZYYY" twice). It was good to be with friends though.

all i wanted to do today was kiss her. she looked so beautiful, but the few moments we exchanged conversation it was so weird. i don't know how to act. i fake my happiness, my security. someone asked "are you ok" "oh sure." and i'm thinking "fuck you. it's been a day. i not ok. but how should i act? if i act upset all the time more and more people' ( Read more... )

So we met this morning. Cried. Smoked. Cried some more and did a lot of talking too. We skipped the whole day just to be with eachother and say goodbye. We had sushi, and coffee. It was a great day. We didn't fight. And then we said goodbye. "Goodbye" and "Thank you for everything".

Three years of wonder. Four of love. Now, it's gone. Just like that. She's broken my heart enough times and tonight it's just been shot in the face (my heart). I have no words to describe how I'm feeling at this moment. I love her still. And she still loves me. But, "it's for the best". I want her back. It isn't fair.

rte_nosupport=(Sorry, your browser does not currently support the rich text environment.) Fucker. Printed off The B.C. Employment Standards Act. Highlighted the shit that my bosses are doing wrong. Giving the copy to them. Going to get fired :)... taking them down with me. I am feeling better now...you know, the cold. Like the new look? I do.

my nose is running, my throat hurts and I can't stop coughing.
Fuck.

in an hour or so. I am wating (killing time) at kss before the "Grad Semi Formal Dance". Woot fucking woot. I should be studying for Geology, but that's just about the easiest class I have, next to...band. So i just ate some japanese food...it was pretty damn good. That's it.