Today was the 10 year anniversary of Aaron's death... it still hurts that he isn't here. It's so hard to believe that it's been that long. I still remember the sick feeling of getting the news-- feeling numb at first then like I couldn't breathe. The dreams haunted me for years. They've subsided in recent years, only replaced by the loss of ( Read more... )

 Today I will be in the city where I last saw you.  

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 so happy

This past week has been ridiculous.  I've been in such a bad mood and just constantly depressed in a weird way that I've never really experienced before.  So much in my life is changing and I'm not the kind of person that likes change ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream about Aaron being back and we had been in Atlanta to stay at his cousin Lauren's house then we were driving back up to NC ( Read more... )

daddy was was a preacher
she was his wife
just trying to make the world a little better
ya know, to shine a light
people started talking, just hear their own voice
those people tried to accuse my father
they made the wrong choice
though it might be painful
you know that time will always tell
those people are long since gone,
my father is well

cause even when ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is a day I've been waiting for for a long long time.

I can't believe it's finally over.

don't give up on me tonight
we've come this far, we've made good time

i like to save my playlists sometimes. and date them so i can go back later and try to guess what i was feeling when i made that playlist.

Spring break turned out kinda dissappointing. There was some karaoke fun and good shopping but mostly it was exhausting. It's real sad to think that I was actually pretty ok with coming back to Clemson last night. I just needed a break. Between everything that happened with Emily's dad and then Alicia in the hospital I just feel pretty ( Read more... )