I think I've been single so long, I don't want to be in a relationship.
I'm too used to things the way they are. 
I'm too independent.

...and that's okay.

Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
And when you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last

I Believe in Sigma Pi... 

I haven't updated in awhile ( Read more... )

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 I took Mark off Facebook, AIM, and deleted his number from my phone.

Florida really helped me see what's really going on. I just wish he wasn't so fake. 
My Photography teacher from High School sent us a video. She reminded me of what's important: Art and Friendship.

I'm in a better, stronger place.
But things still hurt; I still wish he was the one.

I ( Read more... )

 I am so sick of not being able to depend on anyone, for anything ( Read more... )

Living in the dorms was so much simpler.

I know at times I hated it, but I really just miss having everyone right there. I also felt my friendships were so much stronger with people.

Lately, I've just been feeling like I'm lost. Floating around. Coasting. I just want someone to reach out and pull me back down. I miss being with my friends. I think I' ( Read more... )

Last night, Mark and I went to a party and drank.
I should have known better.
I hope I don't end up regretting anything.
I would lose all faith if he ends up like all the others.

Here's to optimism... 

His name is Mark.

And he is perfect.