i've never been more disgusted by one person in my entire life. if you want to forget about me that easily, trust me i'll do the fucking same.
and i'll never make a wish at eleven eleven again.

tonight i am sleeping at brandon's because i am very intocizated and couldn't make it back to camput. i have never been this drunk ever. jose cufervo is only your friend sometimes. but i muyst sayt that i have girl crushes on ashley, colleen, karin, and becca. they are so nice and aremind me a bit of joli. all of them i think. la la la i need to ( Read more... )

i am learning, but it is more than education. i am experiencing, but it is more than an experience. it is time and patience and then more time. i forget the mistakes of home and live happier than i've ever been. usually i just handle setbacks by picking flowers while humming "sun" or "napolean solo." but what is going to happen when it snows?

in love with: life, love, music, friends, coffee, binghamton of courseee

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promises, promises i know i can keep.
in too deep. i'm in too deep, i'm in too deep to sleep,
but i, i'll be on that train. you better feel the same way.

you're in my heart. three thousand miles away.

i realize that i enjoy thinking less and feeling more. simply lovely.

waiting for it to happen! that certainly destroys my image of optimism. but maybe not entirely. i guess i'll see in the next weekmonthbreakyearsummer. i guess it just kills me to imagine. but is that highly hypocritcal or just extremely personal.

it's one thing to be excited and talk about all the great people and great classes and great things you want to do. but it's another to actually sit alone and realize where you will be in a couple of weeks. and who you will be thinking about.

independence is knowing how to rise gracefully out of a boy's arms. independence is remembering how to fall gracefully back into a boy's arms.