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i will never push you away again, i swear.

lovely recap
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sometimes you make me feel sick to my stomach,
and then i regret ever making myself vulnerable to you,
wishing i remembered my past mistakes,
or that i loved myself first.

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AND THEN, JUST LIKE THAT, SHE GAVE UP.
AND REALIZED THAT SHE HAD BEEN WARNED THIS WOULD HAPPEN FAR IN ADVANCE.
BUT HAD BEEN MUCH TO OPTIMISTIC TO THINK IT WOULDNT HAPPEN TO HER.

one year and one day later: ryan has my heart to the point where it makes me question if i ever knew what love was. but sometimes, all i can do is anticipate how he will ( Read more... )

"the sky was open
like a valentine
all the lacy lights
where wishes fall
and like shakespeare's child
i wished on them all."

+ ___ paths that cross, cross again. you were my sunrise.

at that time in her life she had wanted perfect love. actually, she expected nothing less than perfect, flawless love; the kind of love that reminded her of notes with pencil smudges, messy hair, and kisses on the forehead. she had become desperate for that sort of perfection a few months ago, to the point of near insanity. she wondered what she ( Read more... )

i really think that college dorm rooms should come with a coffeemaker. for seriousss,

tonight i said it. and the scary part is, i meant it. but, oh! oh! that's good!