My Big Grandma is sick.
She has a blood clot in her leg,
This could eventually cause her death.
I found out yesterday after work.

I am so scared.

Christmas was pretty sweet.
So on Saturday before Xmas Nick and I picked up my mom and my brother.
We went to my Big Grandmas, my dads mom.
My grandma is getting old, man.
She weighs like 100 lbs.
When we got there, I walked in and there was like a million people there....I was like WTF?
So it was my cousin Marie. Her fiance and his 3 kids.
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((( End of 2007/Start of 2008 )))Calendar Year Review�JANUARY: How did you ring in 2007? Details! Where, who, kiss, etc???:I was with Nick...and I can't really remember anything else. FEBRUARY: Were you in a relationship for Valentine�s Day and what'd you do:Yes'm. We went to dinner. MARCH: Did you celebrate St. Patty�s Day by getting drunk?:I don' ( Read more... )

I miss you, terribly.
And I hate myself for it.
What is it that I can not seem to forget?
YOU.
I almost wish I could go back and make it right.
I wish I could.
And I wonder how you feel about it.
Do you ever miss me the way I miss you?
I know I will never know.

Forgive.
Forget.
Move on.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
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• causing difficulty in finding an answer or solution; much disputed; "the vexed issue of priorities"; "we live in vexed and troubled times"

Thank you, Sean.

Baby girl, I'm a blur
I spoiled, stunted, sickened her.
God and Death are none of my concern
I'm no philosopher.
Deep in your heart, stitched the key
And only one can set me free
from the beast where I dwell
and let the saints all burn in hell.
So take what you want from me, (I'm on my way) hey
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Wasting time.

My 70 confessions

1. Who was the last person to call you baby?
Nickarooni.

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
usually.

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
Of course.

4. Has someone ever sang a song to you?
yes. It is super sweet and makes my heart melt.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
I have before.

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So, I feel like life is getting to that point again when I can't stand it.
Like I know I can, but there is so much stupid shit going on.

For one, WORK.
Ugh.
I like my job.
I enjoy it actually.
But it's hard.
I mean, I'm running the whole cafe. I'm in charge of it all, everything and everyone.
So there is alot of weight on my shoulders and I am still ( Read more... )

No sir

Well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore

It's your turn to take a seat

We're settling the final score

And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide

You have made it harder just to go on

And why, all the possibilities

Well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

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