I haven’t thought of you
For years you know
Your memory seems to come and go
Our time meant so much to me
Now you can’t be found
You were the first to want me
The first to love me
The first to need me
Who was the last to know you
The last to love you
The last to hold you
It’s a wonderful, wonderful life
It’s a wonderful, wonderful life
It’s a ( Read more... )

I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
Nothing compares to a ( Read more... )

Wow.
I havn't had the internet for over a month and I LOVED it.
Seriously.

Let's see.
I've been busy.
With house shit and work.
GOD it consumes my life.
But now it's dying down.

Nick and I worked on this house non-stop forever!
We cleaned up the whole house, and then stupid Jean decides to get a maid,
because obviously we just did not do good enough for her.
( Read more... )

This new position is hard.
Easy usually.
But when it's difficult, GOD is it ever difficult.

A challenge, a big challenge.

I welcome it.

I'm nervous.
But everyday I will get more and more comfortable with it.
I'm trusted, and that matters alot.

I still think about the other things.
And how sucky it is that it happened like that.
But I guess I'm FINALLY ( Read more... )

When their hearts stopped
Mid-beat
When their souls crashed
one into the other

It took almost 2 years
But sometimes time is all you need
to realize the truth
you feel
in your heart
in your mind
in your soul

And she said
Do you love her?

No
I don't think I do

I think I love you

2 years
come and gone

2 years

Alone
Together
Alone

Do you love her?

No
I don't think I do

I ( Read more... )

Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love we only fell apart
I'm getting lonely, i need somebody to hold me
I thought i'd never miss her
She cut me out o f her pictures
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation?
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life your living?
Somebody tells ( Read more... )

So we FINALLY got a car.

YAY!

It's a Nissan 240SX SE fastback. 1989. Um yea. Whatever that S-shit means.

It's red with a dark grey interior.
It's pretty clean.
A few scratches on the outside.
SUPER nice interior.

Runs good.

IT"S A STICK THOUGH! SO THAT MEANS I HAVE TO LEARN STICK! AH.
BUT I am so willing.

Um yea. I love it.

Gotta pay registration and ( Read more... )

Kasey's party was a hit. It was pretty fucking fun.
First, I had to go to work and open.
So I got off at 4. And Maria was supposed to meet me at work then, but she didn't show up.
So I ended up taking off with Gaby. Ooops.

Hah. Then as soon as I get home Kasey calls me and she's like "I missed her. Fuck."
So Kasey just went and picked her up and took ( Read more... )

So Matt apologized. Well in a way.
I guess he has been trying to say something to me for awhile but everytime he tries I basically shut him down because I've been so pissed about the whole situation.
He said "Well I didn't want to say anything because I was told not to, but since it seems that everyone already knows and people seemed pissed, I've ( Read more... )

Feel Like I'm Knocking On Heaven's Door.