Im done with people.

They hurt me too much.

IM DONE IM DONE IM DONE!

im depressed.

I feel like i am going to remain single and unloved forever.

I want to be with her sooo much.

I feel like posting journal entries is going to help me out with alot of problems I am facing, I feel like there really isn't anyone to talk to about them and it is troubling me. I was at one time one the funnest and coolest kid ever. Ive now dwindled down to a lonely, voidless whatever you want to call it. Basically I'm boring. I think its now ( Read more... )

Well i have to say i realized what the best thing for me to to is. Im going to join the Navy (maybe). Now one might say why the Navy Andrew? thats ubsurd!! Well i think it is ubsurd to, but ive given it some thought and i will hopefully be able to travel all sorts of places (which traveling is one thing i must do before i settle down) and meet ( Read more... )

that im the only person that reads what i write. Which is a good thing. I need to keep to myself as much as possible. Anyways i really cant get over what happened with those two girls. I dont understand why im hurt so bad by it, why i cant sleep anymore because of the urge to find something, why i keep searching for something so worthless and ( Read more... )

In addition to my last entry i would like to add something else, because of my ugly nature i am unable to have anybody that has to rely on me. I dont make anyone happy by just being around them and being me, i dont make anyone have butterflies when they see me and I never have anyone that just wants to brush up against me to be against me. It would ( Read more... )

Im hideous, you all dont have to tell me. I know i am. Ive tried so hard to try to be pretty for the longest time. I know what i looked like 3 years ago, that indeed was more then hideous, but yet i still prove to be hideous. I don't think i will ever be pretty enough for this world or for anyone in it to ever like me.

You hurt me twice now. I dont like it. You need to think about someone other then yourself, your still a good person though and i still care for you alot.