i had a dream the other night. jay and i were driving through a parking lot - his van, actually. i was driving, and he was in the passenger seat, trying to tell me how to navigate through the packed and busy parking lot to get out the quickest. at first, i just kept saying yeah jay...okay jay...whatever jay... but then i got fed up with him ( Read more... )

so, i'm figuring out my home schedule...since my mom wanted me to figure a few dates out...but since i'm SO friggin' bored, i'm figuring out when i can see you folks, too...yes, i'm SCHEDULING you in. eh, mom wanted me to do that anyway. the problem is, i'm trying to give dusty and tiffeny equal time...cuz i know that i want to see him a bunch, and ( Read more... )

an old high school friend ( IMed me. )

i wrote this yesterday at work. i don't know what it is, but it made ( Read more... )

i realize that with so much time on my hands, i spend a lot of money. but, more importantly, i have more time to get depressed. and that's bad. i need to keep busy. as long as i'm busy, i don't get so depressed. and then the guys at work yell at me because i'm doing too much, helping too much...if only they realized that i was really doing for ( Read more... )

...i can't tell if i'm sad or hopeless.

1. i went to new paltz with my roommate this past weekend. it was pretty funtastic. we went to this bbq full of people her parents knew when they were living on a hippie farm. there weren't really any 20-somethings, so that sucked, but there was hella veggie foods and home-brew and we stole away to swim in a river. that was amazing. we watched ( Read more... )

so, apparently my description of "who[m] i'd like to meet" on my Myspace became someone i met...but unfortunately i forgot to include 'not afraid of relationships.' because, yeah, i got exactly what i asked for. but i forgot a very important part.

damn my luck.

1. bookshelf
2. desk
3. desk chair
4. full-size bed stuff
5. extra pillow
6. pots 'n' pans?
7. filing cabinet [get rid of old thing and be more organized...]

[tbc'd]

...plus shows, lest i forget.
- 2 June: Lawrence Arms & Dead Ellington [Sunset frequent]> ...I.C.C. (6p)
- 4 June: The Vo!ume ...Middle East Upstairs (midnight)
- 7 June: (?) The ( Read more... )

"you can flirt with her all you want: i don't care."
( --he said it before anything happened, but it is essentially the basis of this relationshipyou can't get your heart broken if you heart isn't in it ( Read more... )