My last update, because I can, and for some reason my new account hates me...

Well I'm in love with Travis but sometimes it feels like were on diffrent pages. And I'm falling for someone else but... Well it's complicated...

God I hate myself....

Yeah I've decided it's the end of the year and nobody comments on my journal anymore so... I think I'm going to abandon it and creat a new one.

So far so good, my bridge is healing really nicely ( Read more... )

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Monday was one month with Travis... Even though as of Saturday were on a break ( Read more... )

Yeah...

My head is swarming...

I keep going to hyper as hell, to hmmm I wonder is this will kill me?...

God, the whole thing with Travis, then with Teisha, and then my own stupidity... I just want to close my eyes and never wake up...

Would you beleive this was me once????

http://www.angelfire.com/freak3/fckdupbutterfly/the_ever_changing_face/Picture_054.jpg

So this morning me and CandyMan(Andy) were talking before class, and this guy just buts in... yeah anyone who knows CandyMan knows not to do that... Well CandyMan nicely asks him to "back the fuck out" and this guy gets pissed and starts shit, lots of yelling but CandyMan decided to be good and not kill him... Yeah so I've goten to hear the replay ( Read more... )

I attempted to dye my hair green this morning... I didn't leave it in long enough so it's only kinda dyed ( Read more... )

I miss Batman... (Travis)... I mean yeah I get to talk to him on the phone every night, but it's not the same ( Read more... )