:x: piercings = 7 ( Read more... )

Doug's death is really starting to hit me hard. It didn't seem real until last night. I spent the whole night crying and throwing up.

You know, fuck it. I thought I could finally write about, but.... I can't. I feel like I lost my brother. There's nothing more to say.

I met you through a common friend ( Read more... )

So, last night Amanda went to a club with some girls she works with. Well, no big deal, right? I'm not a jealous person. I sent her a text message at some point saying I miss her and I wish she were here right now and something to that effect. She called me a little later and we talked a minute. Then tonight she was telling about her night. Well, ( Read more... )

My parents just left for vacation. I almost started crying when they were leaving. At first I was just playing around, but I really wanted to go. I'm depressed. I'm stressed. Now, I'm all alone for like two weeks. I miss Amanda and that pisses me off. I don't want to miss anyone. I don't want to need anyone. I said in the beginning that I didn't ( Read more... )

I had FUCKED up dreams last night. First, I joined the Navy again and got invited to Top Gun and started a plan to kill all the hippies. Then another dream... I was doing a weird tv show with a woman who was about 35. She was naked and started making out with me. I NEVER have dreams like that. What does that mean? Am I sexually frustrated?

I'm so tired. THE MONO sucks. I had to mow grass with a broken mower and now my arms feel like noodles. I am so freakin' stessed out. I'm trying to get my finances in order. I get bills in the mail every single day. I got approved for a new credit card with a much lower APR, but there are all these stupid annual charges. It's a lose-lose situation ( Read more... )

I saw this and thought of you. It's just as funny the 300th time you see it as it was the first!

"I been hearin' rumours that you been luvin' my man. I'll crack your jaw with a baseball bat and throw you in a garbage can ( Read more... )

I miss Amanda. I hate that. I feel like I've lost it. I've only seen her like four days in the past six weeks. That makes me sad. I'm tired of working without getting paid. I need to be alone, but I'm dying for company. I miss my friends. Peanut ran away tonight. Well, she didn't run away. She was chasing a rabbit and ran into the woods and it was ( Read more... )