I'm so out of it. I need help. I need something. My brother wrote me an eight page letter from jail. So far I could only read one page. I feel a little bad for being so hard on him, but I know it did him good. By showing him that I didn't want anything to do with him until he made an effort to tell the truth and get his life straight, he finally ( Read more... )

I got home a couple of hours ago... finally. I've been gone for days. I haven't slept in days. There is so much going on in my head. I'm so confused in my life right now. I'm really motivated to forge ahead and do something right, but I'm starting to question who I am and where I'm going. Maybe these feelings are just being amplified because I ( Read more... )

My first rugby practice was last night. Exciting. All we did really was work on passing and movement. Believe me, that was enough. It's kinda confusing me because the fundamentals are the exact opposite from every sport I've played. I'm getting the hang of it though. I guess there are a few soccer habits I better learn to break soon though. I'm ( Read more... )

My god.. I'm so fucking bored. Mark just left a minute ago. He brought me his guitar to play. It's beautiful. I've been playing it for the past couple hours. Mark's awesome. I just wish I could hang out with him more often. Cocaine, cocaine, cocaine... he's starting to look a little shitty. I guess since Doug died we've all been going about this ( Read more... )

Teachers, classmates mourn dyslexic man who excelled.. (Article from the Tennessean ( Read more... )

I feel like updating this damn thing.

Disclaimer: Don't read this if you're just gonna bitch about me sounding depressed every time I right in this. I'm not depressed, but I have been feeling weird lately. I can't stand to be alone. I can't sleep. Busy stores are making me have panic attacks. I'm having anxiety at its worst. The going back to ( Read more... )

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God! You know what sucks? I'll tell ya what sucks... not having anyone I can talk to when I'm having problems. THAT is what sucks. I will never "be there" for anyone else since no one really cares how I end up. I'm learning that I can depend on nobody but myself. I guess I'm okay with that, but if I have to depend strictly on myself then I don't ( Read more... )

I haven't been on livejournal in soooooo long. I forgot that it used to own my soul and take up hours of my life at a time. Anyway.... update. I'm moving this week. Right now I'm waiting on Lisa and Scarlett so we can go paint my house. YAY!!! I'm so excited!

Grey! Where the FUCK are you!???

We were supposed to go out tonight and he is STILL not here! I've been ready for almost 2 hours. I'm STARVING! I hate waiting for things. We are not gonna have time to do all that we plan. That's crap, Grey.