i cant stop thinking about "them" and its my own fault...im stupid. all i do is put myself in stupid situations...and when it happens i dont know how to get myself out. dumb...thats the only word that describes it...DUMB!
illinois lost to north carolina last night...so close to winning some cash. well, thats just my luck. anywho, im in school right now and it sucks ass as usual. got back to g ville from tampa last night...met the parents this weekend which went damn good i might say. well, havnt updated in forever...maybe i should do this more often.
so...this girl ive been hanging out with is cool as hell...and hot. she does work with me...which kinda sucks cause we have to keep on the dl due to the usual chilis gossip shit. doing a damn good job too. but who knows whats up with that...its good stuff...
its funny how you can think you know somebody...only to find out that its all bullshit. to find out that its all a lie and what you thought was real is only a figment of your fuckin imagination. something that was so perfect was just a flash in the big picture that is your life. i find myself back at the same point i was before...
man, its halloween and i had to work eight hours tonight...i was cut at 9, but a 30 top came in 15 mins before closing and i had to come back on to help...didnt leave until 12 30 on a feckn sunday night...what kind of shit is that?!
90 minutes. thats all the time i had with her. it wasnt enough. just looking at each other again brought a million memories to mind. shes beautiful. everything i can ever imagine myself wanting. shes gone, but ill have her again...theres no doubt. so, i guess what im trying to say is...goodbye. heh. my little georgia peach...