i learned a valuable lesson last night.
dont drink, dont smoke, dont do anything.
its honestly not worth what you could lose.
i may have lost the person that meant the world to me.
and last night wasnt even all that fun.
i dont see how you can keep two people that
love eachother that much from being with eachother...

( heres to love, and how much it can hurt )

( about me not updating...this is different than the others )

for about four years ive hated this town
theres so much, i just want to get out
since graduation was long ago
please somebody get me out of this hole
cause i dont want to get stuck in here
when i am thirty-four just talking about high school years
no i dont want to be there and i feel so stuck right here
back and forth side to side oh my dear
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so i never updated...i know.
i just dont have the time for this anymore.
so this journal is dead, until something happens.
i mean, ive got work, baseball, im moving, etc.
i dont have time to write down anything.
so when something noteworthy happens ill update.
this isnt goodbye...its a hiatus. ill be back soon<3

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so ive been home since early sunday morning.
i had a lot of fun, but im glad to be home.
made sure i got to kiss chris at 2 am in the rain<3
and i finally got to see my daddy and sleep in my own bed!
things are incredibly hectic, so ill update later.
expect lots and lots and lots of pictures =)

okay, so im not updating tomorrow morning.
me, kels & my mom are in florida until april 2nd.
call and text me, it costs the same as usual.
and you can IM me on my cell --» coverthememories
bye guys, be good<3

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and i never thought
id feel this safe again,
in a million years.
and lying next to you,
and hoping that its true,
and with you im truly in my element,
my element with you

god, this is incredible<3

ive shut down and given up.
i just cant do all of this anymore.
school, work, sat class...life.
its impossible, and im breaking.