this town is full of liars and narcs.
including my so-called wonderful "friends."

edit: that does not mean my best friends.

jesse mccartney,
i love you.
AND you surf (in tv land) =)

sincerely yours,
rebecca eve

so i wont give up. no, i wont break down.
sooner than it seems life turns around.
and i will be strong even if it all goes wrong.
when im standing in the dark ill still believe.
someones watching over me.

it doesnt matter what people say.
and it doesnt matter how long it takes
believe in yourself and youll find...and it only matters how true you ( Read more... )

you know what...
i am so fucking sick and tired of people making me feel like shit for doing something that makes me happy. in my heart, i believe that there is a reason for everything that happens, and there is a reason im doing what im doing, and what i didnt do. people have done their fair share of hurting me, and i have done my share too of ( Read more... )

this week seemed to go on forever.
i found out i get my braces off march 15th!
but i also found out im getting sued by 3 people.
yupp, we got the letters a few days ago...
other than that, georgettis has been awesome.
michael was on a ski trip, so i was practically in charge =)

other than that, last night chris came over.
yeah, chris, like the ex- ( Read more... )

fill it out, even if you dont listen to y100

someday if you ever love me youd say its okay.
waking up from this nightmare. hows your life, whats it like there?
is it all what you want it to be?
does it hurt when you think about me, and
how broken my heart is?

ever feel like you never get a break?
and theres nothing you can do because its all your fault?
and wonder why bad things happen to good people?
one bad thing just happens right after things seem okay...

this entry is going to have a trillion pictures.
these are from friday night at joes ( uno )

today was eventful, if i must say.
and it didnt turn out to be so bad either.
so cole passed inspection...and pat went with me.
we went to target to get me air fresherners...
and now i have to drive with my windows open.

i went to go get a facial with my mommy today.
yeah, it was relaxing, but it hurt like hell.
my face is like on fire now...i ( Read more... )