ive never wanted something to happen as much as i want something to happen right now ( Read more... )

Sometimes life is just full of bullshit.
and the only thing you can be sure of is dissapointment.
and it seems to happen time after time.

i fucking hate coming down.
theres so much time for optimism. but right now im happy being a miserable idotic fuckwit.
so much keeps going wrong.

i dont think ive fallen this hard in a long time ( Read more... )

Its amazing how one person can make you smile all day.

On another note, the first time i spoke to frank and he said he worked with fridges the first thought that ran through my head was "hah! thatd piss my parents off... awesome!"

p.s. everyone go see kung fu hustle.

So, theres going to be a huge huge huge fight between me and my family tonight. like i cant emphasize how large. i dont think anyone who reads this knows me well enough to judge whats goin on. but pretty much i dont know whether or not ill be still at home or if ill be leavin or if i have to find someplace else to stay. i dont really know ( Read more... )

so its my bday today
finally an adult lol
lets hope it turns out better than last year

"I'm here for you" she said
and we can stay for awhile,
my boyfriends gone,
we can just pretend.
Lips that need no introduction,
Now who's the greater sin,
Your drab eyes seem to invite
(tell me darling) Where do we begin.

Everyone in this town
is seeing somebody else
Everybody tired of someone
our eyes wander for help
I'm tired of who I am
You were my greatest ( Read more... )

i wish there wasnt so much going on.

i.need.to.fucking.get.over.it.

House

Is still an incredible mess. The past two weeks involved a horrible disorientation due to painting occurring on our third and fifth levels. Now, thanks to the same levels having the carpet removed and replaced with wooden flooring, this week and the next will also reflect the identical disorientation of last week. So I’ve been displaced and ( Read more... )