i saw rory AGAIN. and this time, he talked longer than before ( Read more... )

i find it so funny that joe already has a girlfriend, and i'm the one who broke it off to patch things up with j (no seriously, i really do think it's hilarious). and now i sort of feel like a dumbass, because here i am waiting around, and i'm STILL not back together with j. it feels like that at any minute, he could turn around and say "oh, i don' ( Read more... )

No there's no light,
In the darkest of your furthest reaches.

LOL. okay.

so me and j decided today that we're gonna work shit out, and we're not back together yet, but we will be soon.

and of course on my way home from class, i see rory for the first time in a year and a half on the bus. lol

perfect timing, right? haha.

we talked.
he's growing up.

friends for now...
but we'll see where it goes.

i can't push back the feelings anymore.
i think tonight was the breaking point.

i really do miss j.
i can't stand this.

wait...nevermind. lol.

boyfriend?

eh. yeah. i guess.

wow, okay. so i'm a dumbass.
damn.

omggg.i am such a whoreee ( Read more... )