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anyone ever wonder what the angel of the pacific fleet looks like???


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drink.

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i don't really know how to explain what i'm feeling right now ( Read more... )

i decided to listen to some of my old favorite music today. the words in certain songs brought me back to the times in high school with nikki. i remembered that time she cheated and we were in the mcdonalds parking lot and i played the song for her and she got out and watched me drive into traffic. also, i remembered singing the same songs with ( Read more... )

she's not mine. i lost her. i was totally geared up for being a dad too. and a week ago today, i got my results. i know most of you out there in cyberspace don't really care...but it was important to me. she was important to me. i still don't really know exactly what to think. i'd post a picture if i knew how. anyway...i don't think this is venting ( Read more... )

goals for becoming who i want to be ( Read more... )

i am home...and really looking forward to seeing all three people who know this lj exists. i will be calling you tomorrow to say merry christmas and to make plans for seeing you.

today is my birthday. happy birthday to me.