Well, I'm here in new york finally. I've been planning it forever and finally arrived a few weeks ago. i still can't believe it's been two years since i've posted on livejournal. it doesn't feel like that long. well...that's it really. i didn't have anyhing else to say. but maybe i'll post a picture or two ( Read more... )

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well...i'm a couple days late for updating, but at least i'm doing it at all. hong kong was a blast, as usual. let's see...i wonder if i can piece together the random memories of i have of the place ( Read more... )

damn, i hope i spelled that right. and i hope kris looks at my livejournal today and see's how good of an uncle i am. i want pictures from the party if there is one (which i know there is) as soon as you get home kris!...and i mean it. say hi and happy birthday to her for me.

i don't have anything new or important to say. i was just goofing around with my new twenty dollar camera this morning...it was worth every cent. (even if the pictures are kinda shitty)


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out here on the water. not drinking. not wearing green because it not part of my uniform.

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i miss home.

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i can't do it anymore. i won't hold on to this forever. my ears can bleed from here. when it comes to something that supposedly meant so much...something as trivial as distance shouldn't matter.

i give up.

lost on the high seas, looking for my place in the world...(but with purpose)

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well...i'm enjoying my new job so far. it's given me quite a bit of free time to get personal things taken care of...which almost never happens with any job on the ship. it's funny...after a few days out to sea you begin to revert back to who you really are...once the false front you put up every day melts away, there you are. i'm still trying to ( Read more... )