how can i be crying and shaking in a corner of my own world and they have no clue whats going on? how come everything is broughten upon me like im the fuck up when no negativity even left my lips. im sick of this feeling. i want to run away. the two people who are suposed to be there for me all the time are mildly drifting further and further away ( Read more... )

The Day She Didn’t Know my Name ( Read more... )

Tomorrow will be one year from the day when i lost someone very close to me, my hero...my grandma.

i cant believe its already been a year...and its so easy to remember those days spent at the funeral home.

i remember everything so perfectly clear. it was a sunday morning and i had spent the night at carlys with her and mallory. i called my mom to ( Read more... )

having jami living with me is like a life savior
we talked about things last night and i realized just how much i dont need u and how much time i spent wasting on you.
fuck off. im better then that.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so ( Read more... )

this could be a good thing.
i need time for myself, and i dont need to worry about you, and your feelings about/towards me.
maybe this thing wont work out, maybe you'll be back, maybe not.
guess we'll see.
but for now, ill be fine. dont worry about me. [eventhoughiknowyouwont]
yep. i need to cut off all feelings for you.
so for now..you'll be a distant ( Read more... )

Last night was like 2005 in one time frame. there were ups and downs, fights with old crushes, hanging out with friends, and being around the people i love. nothing is more exciting then the feeling of not knowing whats going to happen when you wake up. those spontaneious moments are what keep me going, what keep my spirits up. yes it is safe to ( Read more... )

my big brothers home! and my "big sister" has now moved it.
im sitting here in my big new fuzzy robe.
and christmas is about a week away.
i cant wait.
i love this time of year.
Merry Christmas:)

i am finding out that maybe i was wrong ( Read more... )

I LOVE KANDRA.
SHESSSSS MY BEST FRIEND BITCHESSSSS!