I wish I had a normal relationship with my mother. 

Well, my last entry was dated 2009, so needless to say, a lot has changed in my life. Reading this makes me laugh, thinking my problems at the time were so earth shattering, when really, I forgotten about most of that stuff until I just read about it. It's funny, how much you can learn in a short period of time; and how much you realize the ( Read more... )

How long does it really take to realize what you deserve ( Read more... )

well. i  havent written in this is a long time, but its one of those days i needed to vent so here goes ( Read more... )

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my life is stressing me out.

Looking for something ive never seen ( Read more... )

the summers ending and seems like everyones good mood is slowly drifting away from everythng thats real. [including myself]. time to open our eyes and head back into reality. one more year. one more year until i can finally do something for myself. i cant wait. i need a change and its calling my name. ah..why is it then when you think you find ( Read more... )

boysss

suck.

i love this girl named kandra...
and i have a crush on this one boy...

alex b called me tonight...we talked for an hour and it made me happy.
[i miss that boy]

tomorrow is my cousins wedding with mattchu.

and joel is officially retarded. hahaha

[almost getting hit by semi's and XXL monsters are my fave]

soo theres this boy...