I have a long road ahead of me. I'm trying to keep my head up but whenever I think of him or his parents, I lose it again. This is the first person I lost that was especially close to me. I don't know what to do. This is all a very bad dream and I just never want to wake up. He was my best friend. I still can't believe any of this ( Read more... )

One year. One year down and I still think about him every day. Seriously, every single day of my life of the past year. You take a lot for granted when you're in high school. You're too worried about projects, boyfriends/girlfriends, the weekend parties. You don't think of the people you don't talk to...until they're gone. You're working at King's ( Read more... )

TWO B'S AND TWO A'S?! WHAT?! Haha! That makes me wicked happy. I loved 2nd term. I start my 3rd and final term tomorrow. I'm nervous but excited. This should be a piece of cake. Speaking of which...i'm hungry. Sorry for the short post. I'll edit this later. I have a lot to talk about.

I was just doing some research and i'm diagnosing myself with acute bronchitis. I feel like poop. I thought I was just getting a slight headcold from working on Alison the other day. She was complaining of feeling bad but I didn't know that until after I worked on her. And we were just learning Hot Stone Massage and Jack said it really messes with ( Read more... )

I wish I could make everyone happy, including myself. I'm always on the edge of my seat. I feel like I can never relax. I wish I wasn't such an asshole and such a horrible girlfriend. He deserves better. Much better.

On a better note, I have an interview for my internship at Dr.Matthews. He's a chiropractor. I'm excited but wicked nervous. I just ( Read more... )

I really do not want to go to work today. People are absolute morons on the roads. I can't wait to get the Buick back. I want to put the Nissan in the middle of Route 61 at five oclock traffic. It gets up to 50mph and starts to rattle ( Read more... )

School sucks. The substitute we have is a complete whackjob and doesn't know what she's doing.
I start Fidelity today. I'm nervous as hell.
I'm thinking myelf sick again. The bank has been screwing with my checking account for the last couple weeks and i'm getting tired of it. I don't know what to say besides I want to vomit.

Happy Birthday to you.
You're my hotness - it's true.
Happy Birthday...Mr. President.
Happy Birthday to you.

Sorry I can't be there to sing to you wearing tighty whities, a black t-shirt, and a bra.

Next year, darling, next year.

May year 19 be marvelous.

I miss you. I hope you are doing well. And I hope to see you again soon.

Happy Birthday ( Read more... )

So...Happy Birthday to me?

Thank you to everyone who left messages and the random text messages.

I really want to lose at least 15lbs. This isn't a pity post at all, I ( Read more... )