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[_onmyvanity]

I feel like I don't have anything worth saying anymore. My parents got divorced last week. I'm tired all the time. I just want Christmas to come and then for it to be April and to get into college

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[skye_black]

The last few paragraphs are so deserved.

[_onmyvanity]

randomly, I'm always so happy when I hear from you here. I miss the good old days when we used to talk every few days.

[of_evangeline]

One of my dearest wishes is to see you perform. Just thought you should know.

<3

[_onmyvanity]

to a degree, I wish everyone I have friended could -- but I know I couldn't know that you all were there, I'd spaz the fuck out and get so nervous. <3

[lilito]

oh wow I loved to read that, it was such a good way to know you.

Goodness I want to watch you perform. I am utterly jealous of that audience.

And *big hugs*. College seems to be coming very slowly, doesn't it?

gosh I just love you. <333

[_onmyvanity]

like I said to margot, I so wish you could so that you could critique me and say "rachel you sucked at this get it together!" but then I couldn't know you were there, because if I did I'd have a massive heart attack nervous spaz. *laughs*

and college does. for a while it seemed to be moving so quickly, it felt lik we were going somewhere. and then . . . now . . . nothing. now it feels like the entire process has come to a complete stop, which is agony.

love you too. your present is on its way. <3

[lilito]

oh damn it I haven't finished yours!
Actually, I found what I really really wanted to get you, and it was outrageously expensive. I mean, outrageously so. That was disappointing, but I am still hunting, etc. You will love it, but it might come late. :*?

And HAHAHA I would so sneak in the back of the theater and then run and jump on you at the end of the show... :) :) Don't you just love that post-show high? I would love to share that love with you. :* :*

[rhiddle]

fuck. now i really want to see you act.