1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you ( Read more... )

Aramarga85: I want to marry YOU.
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i regret everything that i said to ever make her feel that she was something special.
did she ever really matter?

i'm in italy and it's beautiful. it's also hot but that's okay, i'm used to it. i'm about 30 minutes from the vatican city. i'm actually really flustered because my cousins took me out drinking and i just got home...i think i might actually have a good time here even though i'm over 10 hours away from my love. ;) i hope you're having fun, even if ( Read more... )

i guess i'm going on a 3-week trip to Italy.....I'm leaving monday night, see you guys in august.

I think I'm going to start up my life again. Is it weird that my best friend is in the hospital because of drugs and I'M not? Yeah, I think so, because if ANYONE should OD or have a weird reaction it would be me. I haven't kissed a girl in weeks, much less the girl I want to be kissing. I've been having a sausagefest for 2 weeks, and I'm fucking ( Read more... )

she told me herself that its over and i have no chance. and i am pretty sure she really means it because when i tried to tell her how i felt, she showed no signs of breaking down her decision. this still doesnt change the way i feel about her, but i know that if i pursue her, i'm just asking for trouble. despite this unrequited love ordeal, i'm not ( Read more... )

I can't sleep again. I know all I talk about is Alex, but I don't give a fuck. I haven't gotten a good night's sleep in 3 days. I don't want to become an insomniac. Today Adam, Chris, Scotty, and Me hotboxed my bathroom. It didn't take my mind off of ANYTHING. I was a little more relaxed but she's still on my mind. I feel like fucking SHIT. I feel ( Read more... )

hey kids it's me!

it's 4:20 and i'm not high nor am i drunk. i am, however, extremely fucked up. today i went against pretty much everyones advice and drove down to talk to her. she wasn't home. i waited an hour and she wasn't home. maybe that's a sign. i don't know anymore. but each day becomes worse than the previous. i feel really drained and everyone is noticing ( Read more... )