It's official. I'm in love with her. Unrequited love is painful all on levels of my affection ( Read more... )

today was worse than yesterday. i woke up early, told Chris i wasn't up to going to warped tour so they took Amanda instead. Time went by slower than usual and I had so much free time. I went swimming in my own pool, havent done that since last summer. I felt like a stranger at my own home, since i spent so much time here today. belle was even nice ( Read more... )

i feel so defeated.
last night was the first time in two years that i've cried myself to sleep.

SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE. I AM SO FUCKING SICK ( Read more... )

haha bitchass i hacked you again.
i havent heard it, but i really like the lyrics of "fix you".
you're really sweet. you would pick that song for me, WOULDN'T YOU?!
you're effing cute.
GO to san diego. I'll see you when you get back. Pinky swear.

Hey all...This weekend has been so fucking great!!!! Friday was chill. I had work earlier than usual, so I got to go out with Garrett and Adam. Started out bad, but got better. DANKITYDANKDANK with Bridgette and her cousin Clarissa whos chill as fuck. Adam didn't smoke anything because he actually listened to his parents. So I let him drive MY car ( Read more... )

I don't know how many times I can screw over our relationship...I'm SORRY. I don't deserve to have you back as a friend, but I'd definitely like to be. And I know that we can't hang out on June 4 now that you have other plans and hate my guts, but I would like to see you sometime soon and apologize. But I know you hate it when I show up randomly, ( Read more... )

heeeeeeeeey everyone im back from the dead i guess and with some news i guess....senior awards night is coming up in two weeksm hopefully i win some good shit :))) so nothing new with me i guess.........i dont like these livejournal things either......maybe ill just delete this thing to. its gets me into trouble.

im so hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!@!!!!!!!!!

poison the well and atreyu are totally on my playlist right now. my mom disapproves of heather, which is probably because of the incident over spring break, but whatever. she doesnt come over anymore of course........to everyone, good luck on your ap exams and for the juniors or sophomores good luck on your sats or acts or whatever you guys are ( Read more... )